before you all start reading this post... think about all the people who had came and went away from your life...think of the loved ones that you once had and lost it...think of your family..relatives and friends around you...how big of a part has they played in your life... the past..the present..the future...which one are you looking towards..?
Woke up quite early today..cycled to school for PW meeting..hmm..had a shoik feeling..saw you in school...duno why the feeling is so strange...its so inexplicable...sometimes we just seem so close together...at times we just seem so distant..moments later went to TP to find weicong..hah..his second week in school now...surely has lots to share..hah...on la! i think this hols i go chiong his school liao...then he will have alot of people to intro! hee..he's trying to become another pro in school...then after that went to collect cert at maris stella...wasnt there for long...but somehow felt a sense of belonging..just miss the maris stella days so much! i remember every carnival and every events that we have in school...i suppose the gang remembered as well...especially during the Marist Youth Day during Sec 3...that most memorable one...we just love dancing in the rain...with broomsticks!?!? hah...
went for kensington football thereafter...played from 3+ to 5...quarrelled wif a few kids there..hah..aiyah..it's hard to explain...but we can swear that we werent bullying them...they were just scare of us that's all...but we werent threatening them...kind of make frens with this french kid who just moved over..his name is Leo..nice name huh...and those unfriendly kids didnt want to let Leo join them for soccer...how bad... then mervyn was complaining about the singaporean kids nowadays..but after much asking from patient Leo...he got to play in the end...Went chomp chomp to drink the huge $2.50 sugarcane...damn bloated after that! cannot even walk ah...save me..
its my turn to lose sleep now..i guess we just take turns to sleep late la..hah..sometimes my love for you is just so strong...that i just want to embrace you in my arms...you make me wanna love you even more each day...but sometimes...i cant help it but lose my fighting spirit...there are times when i almost want to give up...there are times when i hate myself so much cuz so many things happen because of me...there are times when i reproach myself for pushing too hard...so sorry...i didnt mean to do that...i dont remember the day when i first set my eyes on you...maybe right when i met you...right when i m sitting opposite you...maybe i have waited for 62 days...i guess 600 more days wont be much for me? oopz..hee..but for now..all it matters is you first..get everything right...my shoulder would always be available..and i am always a call away..i want to see the days when you can be as cheery as your name again...
THOUGHTS for the day: Have i regain my fighting spirit?Kensington football will never die as long as the kensington buddies are there..the good new days will always be better than the good old days...be it outing or chalet or football...lets go buddies!
