I love when i could buy you even the smallest things in the world...
I hate when you don't accept it...
I love when i could make you happy..
I hate when i could do nothing to make you happy...
I love when you shed tears of joys...
I hate when you shed tears of pain...
I love when we are so close together...
I hate when we are so near yet so far...
I love when i could send you home..
I hate when you feel empty and lonely when you go home yourself..
I love when I could ask you out..
I hate when i was disappointed time and time..
I love when i dream of us being together..
I hate when i wake up alone in bed knowing that you're never mine...
I love the way you act cute when you're feeling "pissed"
I hate the way you flare up cause you're really pissed...
I love the way we "fight" and "insult" each other..
I hate when we would not be able to do it again...
I love the way you play the piano through the phone..
I hate when I know that will be the last time i hear you play..
I love when I could love you with 101%..
I hate when I have to choose to give up..
I love when we sms each other from day to night..
I hate when we don't do that anymore...
I love to hear you say goodnight..
I hate when no one wishes me goodnight other than myself...
I love your presence with me through the night..
I hate your absence from this moment onwards...
I love when you could be my awakening and sleeping pill..
I hate when i only force myself to sleep and wake up..
I love your pigginess..
I love your cuteness...
I love your nottiness...
I love....
You...
excuse me :X
9:37 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
wher to go.....
Its national day! Happy birthday Singapore! Have been going out for the past few days...song ah! hah...Friday went waterfront there...then saturday go ti qiu..at night chiong out! 2am then reach home...hope chengsiong is feeling better..he lost his k750i...aww man..never mind bro! money can earn back de! the brothers are behind you! sunday went out to slack with cheelim...talk talk and talk...yesterday national day celebration in school...actually wanted to go back to maris stella..but very few wanted to go back..then never go back...wait till one day more people then we go back together la...really miss the life back at maris stella lo...the bad boy culture...the slack life everyday after school...the celebration yesterday damn crap la...i was so high...waiting for the national day songs to be played..then in the end leh..the SC perform the dance...and the VP just spoil everything..walao...might as well play the video that Taufik and Rui En sing...stop acting as if you know how to sing la...go up there xia suay only..the whole song i think he wasnt even singing anything...watthe..the SC also abit screwed la..want people to sing then ask people go practise first la...the worst thing is that performance was the last item for the celebration...then NO national day songs to sing! what crap..this is even worse than my primary and secondary schools sia...i still remember last time the gang used to sing very very loud de..then in primary school we even stand up ourselves to sing and dance sia..and the most stupid thing is that they actually shouted the TJ cheers and dance mass dance instead...watthe hell..its national day leh...u do this type of things..school cheers and mass dance you can do on any joyous occasion in the school what..but national songs only once in a year leh..don't tell me you're gona play reach out for the skies or we will get there during teachers' day or college day? if you agree..then you better be playing that on teachers' day or college day or whatever joyous occasion la..lousy SC...plan these stuff just cause its your job to do it...you dont even do it with your heart...no wonder people say TJ SC cant make it..i agree to the extreme ah..and for this i give you two _!_s ! make me so dulan yesterday...knn Yesterday after celebration went to marina bay with rachel..the carnival @ marina seems fun...quite alot of people also..but we didnt go there la..we went to the beach instead...hmm..intend to go today...actually wanted to ask her out today since she's free..but till now she didnt even reply me nor answer my call...and now her hp is off...aww sian..ferget it la..shall chiong out with my xiong di if they are free...if not then i chiong alone lo..sian~dont't wanna miss tonite's fireworks as well...really hope she can somehow get my message and come out..then we can go gai gai together...but i guess it's 0.0000000015465432168465% chance la.. suan le..don't know what the carnival @ marina has in store for me..hmm..want to go check it out...it will end on the 14th i think..yah..either go today..if not then go on sunday...cause got fireworks too! hmm...one day i will bring my girlfriend to malaysia..then the two of us shall spend quiet days and nights at a quiet place in malaysia..at the same time buy fireworks..and set it up the sky...it will be nice i guess...will it be you? hmm..going out now le...hope she will reply soon bah... Happy birthday Singapore!
