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Monday, July 25, 2005
the past week...

the past week has been quite a number of ups and downs...there are times when i had very happy times with her..and there are times when i felt sad with her..i dont know why but i seriously think that he is really a loser...i keep complaining about him 24/7...keep telling my buddies around me how loser he is...how gu niang he is...all he does is to make her sad...make her cry..cant you treat her better...hai...hurts me to see her like that...please la ok..please...treat her well..give her the hapiness that you can give her..coax her with all the romantic antics that you have...start from today...your DAY 1 shall be today..now i reali hope u can see this entry...see how bad are you to her..see how unfeeling you are towards her..ask yourself...have you done enough..are you even worthy to have her..i sincerely plead with you...treat her better...i promise to give up if u do that...i promise......

Hai...

Cheelim's going for obs..hah..hope he has fun there...heh..go there know mei mei wor..? hah..if he dares i dont think he will make it back to main island ah..hah..the "red ball" is veri powerful eh? heh..
Finally saw weicong after so many weeks sia..haha..dont sio hun ki liao la..hah..it's bad ah..hah.. BRIDGE! played bridge with him..chengsiong..cheelim and kahwoon in town on sat nite..hah..funi eh..we go orchard to play bridge..hah..our gang is just so anti climax la..hah..
Promos coming in 9-10 wks ah...think alot of people are quite frantic now...hmm..jiayou ah people..u all can de! must start studyin and pia ok! my promos end on my big day..hah..if you all end on the same day or earlier than me..then we can go chiong on that day liao ah! ton la on bo..heh..certainly...i hope that you will be there as well...

Its Day 8 for me today...and i think i have been doing fine...with my studies..with my family...they are really understanding and great..my buddies..havent seen some of them fer some le..we shall meet up soon ok...and with you...It really makes me happy to see you smiling...especially when i am the reason for your smiles...The past week has been enjoyable sending you home...talking to you on the bus...waiting for you to finish your stuff..so that we can go home together...and also you waiting for me to finish playing soccer...hahah...i really didnt expect you to wait for me..anyone can see that of the four months that we know each other...our relationship the past week is exceptionally close...how i wish the days like this could stay on forever...but still..i have to spare a thought for you...

I dont know how long we can stay on like this...But like what i told you..i am still climbing the mountain...i will endure the pain...and keep climbing...till the day when i conquer the mountain...and only miself is on the top of it...seems hard..but i will perservere...

Though i dont quite understand the meaning of the sentence you said at the end of the conversation just now...have you really thought it through...or is it cause of the different "YOU"s that you saw in the past entry...these two thoughts seem to be battling by themselves in my mind...they are still at war now...but i just want to tell you that you will always be my "one and only"...and i will still try hard no matter what..till the day you agree to go out with me...till the day when we could do all the cute and fun things together... till the days we could lie down on the fields and see stars with each other...till the day you say YES.....sounds hard huh... well.. "you dont call me darren for nothing.."...

getting late..think i should just wrap up and go to bed...goodnight everyone...

Shall we go for a movie?

excuse me :X
2:10 AM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
chiong hard!!

hah...seems like lotsa have changed their template to marist template le..hah..lets chiong la!! marist buddies will chiong foreva de..hah..pon GP lect..now in hub usin comp...shall make a quik post...so pardon me from using my old "short till canot short form" style of writing..yea..
got back my results le...nt veri gd la...hah..but stil considered alrite le...provided i slack so much...hmm..i haf one goal in life...if u do sth..gif it ya best...if nt dun do...i wanna study..wanna play soccer...wanna play billiard and wanna do alot of tings...so..i will gif it all my best..."Play to WIN"..."Impossible is nothing..." these r the keywords...hah...two of my favourite brands as well...so from i duno wen onwards...i decided to manage my time well...such tt i will play hard...study hard...chiong hard...train hard...slack hard...and love hard!! will b quite a bz man la...but tts how life goes...wen u wan alot of tings in life...u gotta manage it well...so u will b bz..but i will nt neglect anione i promise...frens...cum to mi..hah.. i haf a number of goals in life...one is to learn everything in the world in my whole life...tt means i wun stop learning..the other ting is to play soccer all my life till i breathe my last...hmm..heh..i wanna learn flyin leh...but i past the dateline le...nvm..shall learn sth new in the hols wen i haf more time..for now...hah..u all noe wat it is la...yea...
Darrell juz left for australia last saturday...will miss him lots ah...everyone in the gang will miss him much...ard 5 mths more before he will b back here seeing us all....we will look forward to it...by then..i tink we can like chiong out everydae le..! chalet at ubin remember!! chengsiong went to aust last sat mornin..hah..1 wk holiday sia...lets hope he bot banana condom for mi...hah..darrell din brin it back sia...so sad...he sae in singapore dun haf banana flavour..which i tink so too...went ard to see..but i dun tink haf ah..hmm..cheelim.. juz finish his nationals..had fun eh? bz seeing people rt..hah..hope he's hafin a gd time...justin..wakao..duno wher he go to liao la...watthe...nv cum find mi...then i wan find him also diff...hah..hope one dae he will put down his burden and work aside and gui dui..(return to team)..thia... hah...saw him last fri..all went fer dina together...hmm...mayb this sat chiong out agn? heh...lets decide wat to do this sat quik....! oh yah...nxt wkend gt volleyball finals at siloso..wan go watch?!?! heh...hmm..then tis wkend how..fly kite ah? soccer ah? zoo? escape? fort canning? hiking? labrador park? or duno wat la...town? hah..we shall see la..mervyn...like mi ah..he still tryin hard..hah..but i can see he's kind of gifin up hope...jiayou la mervyn! u gt so much more chance than mi lo..hah...so u shudnt gif up like mi...yea..ltr find him go haf lunch..shan jun...alwaes there fer mi to hot one..hah...nxt time one dae lets go "ehhh!!" here "ehhh!" there la...hah..on bo..nxt time gt time go find u..hah..weicong..veri long nv see him liao..heh.. paiseh ah...monday cant go find u..hmm..nxt time lets go out together...its a deal!bear..! i wanna go ya mum's housee!! hah..lets chiong there one dae! hmm...i hvn finish my game wif roystan one leh..hah...and darrell...take care ah...dun tok to jie jie hor..hah...dun anihow baobao ah!! hah...dun commit incest! its a crime...hah...i stil rem... " I feeeeeeeeeel GOOD!!" hmm...hope i din left out anione...hah..oh yah!!! dgoh ah!! hah...how u doin now? hmm...this sat lets chiong out agn rt...hah..wakao..mi pool and billiard gettin more and more suck liao lo...i go train sumore first then qie u la...hah..on la...ok la..anione whom i left out..nxt entry then i add in...

hmm..you..gd luck fer ya 200m ltr k...its alrite if you din qualify for the finals...hmm...train hard fer nxt yr ok...you can de...gt faith in you..yea... dont tink too much la...some tings arent worth tinkin bout..reali..like wat i told you..tink bout yaself and HIM first...ahh...got a lot to sae..but i gez..dun sae betta la..hah...tk care...wen ya troubled..u noe who to find...or mayb theres mervyn fer u to tok to too..yah..u gt this big bro tk care of u...i will b glad le..

u..its ok if u stumble fer oral la...chiong fer the rest then...muz b like mi...dun lose hearhmm..free then we go out gai gai one dae ok..yea... rest well..muz haf enuf slp leh..dun alwaes slp so late la..hmm..call mi wen u r free k...

YOU...everybodi ard u loves YOU de... dun get so stressed up..hmm..i duno wat has happened..i cant reali cum to conclusion by knowin juz a lil bit...but wat i wanna sae is tt your parents love YOU alot..hmm...dun break their heart alrite...and dun let the people ard YOU wori...call mi if u need help...or YOU need someone to confide in...theres mi..can call 18002214444 for SOS also...they haf professional counsellors for YOU..and everyone else readin thisl...dun break down! stil gt lotsa tings waiting fer YOU to do...jiayou orh!! perhaps if YOU tink from anuda point of view...u will feel betta..? hmm..i understand ya feelin...u feel life so meaningless...so YOU haf to change ya view on tings...tink bout it b4 bed...but muz slp k...please dun cry to slp...slp well...tell yaself YOU will b a new YOU wen tml starts...haf a new target...new aim...new goal in life...and achieve something that everyone wans..including YOU...which is hapiness...haf tt element of hapiness in ya life...remember...
Maybe wat i sae now is of no effect...YOU cant digest aniting tt i say...but ask yaself..r YOU alwaes doin tings the rite wae..? mayb wat YOU can sae that YOU do tings fer yaself...its ya own life...own future..YOU can do wat YOU wan with it..but tink agn..how mani pple will YOU affect if YOU do wadeva u please...how mani pple will suffer cuz of YOU..and wen tings go wrong...are YOU able to shoulder the burden yaself...in ya mind YOU may sae YOU can...but actuali YOU cant..believe mi..YOU cant..then someone else will b carrying ya burden...and he will suffer...there are mani illusions created by the media...but wen we tink practicalli and realistic..how mani of them r goin to happen in our lives...some of them r inspiring...some of them r encouraging...howeva..some r misleading..tink properli ok..tk care...
Hmm...Gez the you, u and YOU will know noe which you, u and YOU are them la..hai..yday mi msn nick change to "there r some tings which i haf to bear in mind...remember... hah..i tink mervyn, cheelim , raymond and clement will noe wat i m tokin bout la..hah...the gang will noe la..hmm...i m stil tryin hard thou..hah..k la..gtg le..skip the maths lect as well liao..ltr gona copy notes...tk care all of u..tk care buddies..tk care gals..got trainin ltr..train hard...!
Jiayou for mi!
~~kinda long~~

>>For sixty seconds of anger and sadness...you lose one minute of hapiness...<<
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