the past week has been quite a number of ups and downs...there are times when i had very happy times with her..and there are times when i felt sad with her..i dont know why but i seriously think that he is really a loser...i keep complaining about him 24/7...keep telling my buddies around me how loser he is...how gu niang he is...all he does is to make her sad...make her cry..cant you treat her better...hai...hurts me to see her like that...please la ok..please...treat her well..give her the hapiness that you can give her..coax her with all the romantic antics that you have...start from today...your DAY 1 shall be today..now i reali hope u can see this entry...see how bad are you to her..see how unfeeling you are towards her..ask yourself...have you done enough..are you even worthy to have her..i sincerely plead with you...treat her better...i promise to give up if u do that...i promise......
Hai...
Cheelim's going for obs..hah..hope he has fun there...heh..go there know mei mei wor..? hah..if he dares i dont think he will make it back to main island ah..hah..the "red ball" is veri powerful eh? heh.. Finally saw weicong after so many weeks sia..haha..dont sio hun ki liao la..hah..it's bad ah..hah.. BRIDGE! played bridge with him..chengsiong..cheelim and kahwoon in town on sat nite..hah..funi eh..we go orchard to play bridge..hah..our gang is just so anti climax la..hah.. Promos coming in 9-10 wks ah...think alot of people are quite frantic now...hmm..jiayou ah people..u all can de! must start studyin and pia ok! my promos end on my big day..hah..if you all end on the same day or earlier than me..then we can go chiong on that day liao ah! ton la on bo..heh..certainly...i hope that you will be there as well...
Its Day 8 for me today...and i think i have been doing fine...with my studies..with my family...they are really understanding and great..my buddies..havent seen some of them fer some le..we shall meet up soon ok...and with you...It really makes me happy to see you smiling...especially when i am the reason for your smiles...The past week has been enjoyable sending you home...talking to you on the bus...waiting for you to finish your stuff..so that we can go home together...and also you waiting for me to finish playing soccer...hahah...i really didnt expect you to wait for me..anyone can see that of the four months that we know each other...our relationship the past week is exceptionally close...how i wish the days like this could stay on forever...but still..i have to spare a thought for you...
I dont know how long we can stay on like this...But like what i told you..i am still climbing the mountain...i will endure the pain...and keep climbing...till the day when i conquer the mountain...and only miself is on the top of it...seems hard..but i will perservere...
Though i dont quite understand the meaning of the sentence you said at the end of the conversation just now...have you really thought it through...or is it cause of the different "YOU"s that you saw in the past entry...these two thoughts seem to be battling by themselves in my mind...they are still at war now...but i just want to tell you that you will always be my "one and only"...and i will still try hard no matter what..till the day you agree to go out with me...till the day when we could do all the cute and fun things together... till the days we could lie down on the fields and see stars with each other...till the day you say YES.....sounds hard huh... well.. "you dont call me darren for nothing.."...
getting late..think i should just wrap up and go to bed...goodnight everyone...
