"The more you love a memory, the stronger and stranger it gets. Remembering is only a new form of suffering."- quoted from a wiseman. -adopted from weicong's blog-
couldnt really get to sleep..hmm.. the buddies know y la..haha... saw this quote in weicong's blog..hmm..duno who the wiseman is..but i reckon it shud b bufan himself..hmm..he love calling himself wiseman..er... but anyway.. think it's quite true sometimes.. quite meaningful..
Human beings as they are called.. grow up in a very unique way individually.. its fate for friends to come together.. its fate for lovers to come together.. when people of different backgrounds can actually meet..and get along with each other.. slowly they becum better friends... good friends.. then buddies.. with lotsa memories to recollect.. the good ones..the unpleasant ones.. all of these shape each person differentially.. and it goes the same for lovers.. they becum love partners.. then they love each other dearly.. they became engaged.. and finally man and woman.. they have great memories together.. loving each other more and more each day.. friendship or "buddiship" i shud sae.. and courtship and marriage.. doesnt just come to a point like that.. it goes on and on and on.. it doesnt just stop somewhere.. and along the way..more memories are stored in our minds.. they impact greatly to our lives.. sometimes even just a quote can change our lives completely.. and the memories go on and on and on..until one day.. u wont be able to walk anymore.. you wont be able to stand anymore.. you know.. it's time..time for you to go.. people say your last breath will b exceptionally long.. for the memories will come rushing back for one last time.. before you enter paradise.. i believe in it.. and i dont wan any regrets during my last expectionally long breath.. cherish everybody around me.. do the things that I like and make me happy.. leave without regrets..
hmm..it's getting late.. time for bed.. wonder if you all understand what i m saying or not..hmm.. some sudden random questions came into mind.. do most of our dreams really come true...and what will you do..if reality clashes with your dreams.. what would you be really thinking inside your heart and mind.. and if you really do something.. how much will your feelings you feel inside.. and the feelings that you expressed out differ.. i duno about you all.. but the thoughts inside myself seem to be battling against each other.. no definitely answer comes to mind.. i guess simple things seem really complex when you really want to use your heartfelt feelings(really really heartfelt) in the thinking process..
