Once again.. I made her sad.. cuz of my selfishness.. my stupidity.. my foolishness.. my inability to keep promises.. Had been sleeping since 7pm till now.. doing nothing.. thinking of you..kept waking up time and time..the same song playing again and again.. Been listening to forbidden love and wishes to wishes.. these two songs sure can make someone cry..In the complex human brain of mine.. there were only a few simple things floating inside.. our days together.. our days spend alone.. your smiles.. your cries.. your cheerfulness.. your bitterness.. your beautiful idiot face.. your act cute stupid face.. As i look into the mirror.. i saw a very scary face inside.. the very person in that mirror.. claims he love her alot.. claims he wants to share all his happiness and woes with her.. claims he wun make her upset anymore.. claims he wont break any promise.. you are right.. i am not a man of my word.. i make empty promises.. i take you for granted.. i am not trustworthy.. you are right..you are right.. I am very weak now.. I cant defend myself anymore.. I cant fight back.. I dont have the right to.. I need to cling onto you.. i need you.. please dont go.. I want to tell you how much i love u.. I dont us to be like this.. I dont want anything to happen to us.. I dont wanna fight no more...scold me slap me kick me.. i wont retaliate.. i wont budge.. i will do anything.. please come back.. I have no right to make any promise or apologise now.. all i ask.. is to be by my side.. i need you.. i cant go on without you..
Please..dont go.. I love you.. happy 145th day.....
